last night was one of those nights.
my parents quarreled again.
this time, threatening to divorce, ending this marriage.
i used to hate it when that happens. as i hate to see my family being broken up.
but i suppose its something inevitable.
if a divorce will really do them good. why not?
i mean.. u ask mum and bro to sit down and have a talk or discussion as to how u wanna "settle" the prob.
i mean.. wad u want sia..
u are unwilling to change ur perspective.
whats there to discuss if thats the case?
i tried to pretend nth happen by watching tv.
but i really could not take it anymore.
u said we are being taught by mum to go against u.
but hello. we are all grown ups.
i am not the young innocent wendy who knows nth la..
i noe how to dai ren chu shi.
u have emotions. like i dun.
i noe i'm being rude by shouting at u last night. and i dun feel guilty for doing that.
i really cant take it anymore. say we dun tell u about stuffs in school.
but do u even care?
when we say we r going out for project discussions. u juz assume that we r lying but going out to play.
then how do u even expect us to confide in you?!
of course we will turn to our mum cause she have trust in us.
paying attention to us.
i'm not going to be the one giving in.
ur so called discussions. rebutting every point we said.
coz u are unpleased by what we say.
coz we are not doing things according to your instructions.
coz we are not saying wad u wanna hear
making sound like u are the one who is the most xin ku.
but pls la.. my bro and i have grown up and we can see who's the one who've been giving in.
if u are not willing to change that bloody attitude of urs.
then dun expect me to relent either.
我才不怕！
i really have had enough!

my mum have left for china this morning at 5.30
din send her off..
hope she have fun with my ah yis .
dun care about that jerk.
remember buy things bek ar..
hahahha