i've been feeling rather shitty for the whole day.(from the moment i woke up till now)
damn freaking down and no mood.
damn nervous about tml.
mum wanted to jio me out.. but i no mood.
sorry ah mummy.
woke up feeling damn tired.
slept at 1 am plus ytd.. i dunno why but i just suddenly woke up at 9. it's like somebody scared me. stress ah!!!!!!
i just feel like staying home today.
feel like crying but told myself not to.
if not mum will worry.. she always will whenever i cry for no apparent reason.

i look forward to tml.
yet,i dun look forward to tml.
i need something to stop my mind from thinking.
yet, i don't feel like doing anything.

i'm weird.
my cough's still with me and it's irritating.

i shall go find something to cheer me up!
i know! listen to sunset glow and haru haru!