've not blog for quite a while.
hahahas.
anyway..

23/2/09.
went to bishan with mum.
went with her to settle her stuffs and pay my overdue phone bills.
hahahaha!
then went to eat meepok.
shared one bowl with her.. coz she din have her lunch and she can't finish a bowl by herself.
then boarded bus 55.. waited darn freakin long.
then she went to da bao food home. i went home first. hahahas.
was super low that day..
coz of the poly enrolment thing.
i don't know why i was so damn stressed up..
i almost cried while reading the enrolment thing online.
assholes.
decided to stop reading the thing.
went youtube and started watching big bang's videos.
sms chat with amelia and msn chat.
she also was not in her best of mood..
then she went to sleep and i continued to chat online..
chun hong is so damn crap! hahaha! my fellow schoolmate. hahaha!
watch youtube..
till about 2am plus..
then off the comp..
went to lie on bed.. listened mp3.. thought about alot of stuffs..
but i was only listening to "laugh it off/try smiling" by daesung :)
cause after seeing the translated version of the lyrics.. found it to be extra meaningful..
slept at about 3plus..

24/2/09
got woken up by mum at 8am plus.
i thought i was dreaming when i heard her waking me up.
but as her yells got louder, i was confirmed that i was not dreaming.
hahahaha!
so went to wash up, bathe..
went with her to the doctor..
then bus-ed down to amk thai hua kuan(spell check) hospital.
my mum.. she's got no idea how expensive public transport is. hahaha!
she just anyhow board a bus which goes to yck mrt station.
and then change to bus 76.
WHEN, there's bus 76 at the bus stop we're at. =.=
hahaha!
so, reached there.. did my medical checkup..
i really have to wear my glasses already.
hahaha!
anyway, i'm confirmed that there will at least be one shuai ge at nyp. hahahaha!
he's there for medical checkup too.
hahahaha!
then when i'm done, bus-ed down to amk hub with mum to meet my sanyi.
went fairprice to meet her..
then blah blah blah..
helped her push her trolley around...
then she drove me and my mum to the UOB bank at serangoon gardens..
was damn freakin tired.. almost fell asleep on the car..
then reached there.. mum called nyp to ask how much i am supposed to pay for the fees.
hahahas. then after settling the bank stuffs, san yi came back to fetch us..
then went tpy to eat..
bought a pair of shorts..
then blah blah blah.. came home..bathed..
freakin tired.. almost fell asleep while watching goong.. but did not..
coz i noe if i sleep just now, i will be damn awake throughout the night.
hahaha.
then had dinner.. then came online..
conference with hweeping, amelia and min yi over minyi's cousin math problem.
hahahas.
coz we dun uds it when we discuss over msn.
hhahahas.
amelia sent a damn funny email to me.
hahahhaa! it's a damn crude email. damn freakin funny!
hahahas.
then went to watch the 9pm show. NAT HO NAT HO!
hahhahas.
aiya.. i forgot to watch the sancaiyitang.
nat ho got go test eat leh..=/
i'm so damn freakin sian now.
no mood to do anything.
shall just rot in front of the tv later.
followed by the computer.

i seriously don't know what's wrong with me nowadays.
if i were to encounter or read about something funny in the past, i will still be laughing about it for the rest of the day. but now.. i'll just be laughing about it for a few mins.. and that's it.
i will find myself having the urge to cry all of a sudden.. haiz.
i was never that emotional in the past.. but now.. even the thought of some stuffs will bring tears welling up in my eyes..
i hate/love the time before i enter dreamland. thoughts of the past will just keep flooding my mind.. some even "brought" tears along.

ohwell.. i'll back to my usual high,crappy self someday soon!

somehow, i'm afraid to grow up. i hate to grow up.